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  <title>and love said no</title>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 08:14:32 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>not so long ago did we start thi lj well almost a year now and i cant beleive we have lasted this long. ok ok so we dont post as often as we should but were busy ppl lol &lt;br /&gt;i was thinking of going back to my roots and doing ryan/colin again i miss the old times lol. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xx missy</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2009 08:50:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>back to scamming off my boys!!!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have a new account but thought to myself why not check out the old and love said no gang. so i was super happy when i found out that the password hadnt changed in like 6 months! (should really get round to that guys) so yeah im back, (for awhile)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;xxx missy&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 07:50:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Writer&apos;s Block: Fearsome</title>
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i think mine is the same now as then, i have always been afraid of braking a bone. i know kinda stupid. :P</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2009 11:03:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the week in reflect....</title>
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  <description>&lt;strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;hey guys,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;strike&gt;&lt;strong&gt;m year 12 now&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/strike&gt;, YUCK!!! &lt;u&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;and am hating the fact that i have now time to write anything!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/u&gt;! today in english we were each given a quote and now have to write a creative story about it. now i cant really remember the quote to well but i kinda got the gist of it. mine was something along the lines of every scrapped knee and something, something make you who you are today. so almost straight away i thought of....&lt;strong&gt; BAM&lt;/strong&gt; lol, so im playing to write kinda a fanfiction thing about &lt;strong&gt;bam!!!&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway on the no writing thing i&apos;m so ready to die cause i need to write!!! and the other awful thing is i have heard and read some really moving things and i really need to write something.... ANYTHING. tomorrow i&apos;m going to see my baby!! (well not MY baby, but hell he&apos;s hot as shit)&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so now i&apos;m gonna say goodbye, and could ya put another beer in the fridge Ry...&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lv yall xoxoxo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;missy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2009 09:40:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Writer&apos;s Block: Seven</title>
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this is gonna sound like lame but lust, i cant help myself!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2009 06:50:33 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>hey guys sorry been so busy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im in my last year at school so im stressing a bit!! i hope yall have been well! heres what&apos;s going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan is really busy with work and uni so he wont be posting as much&lt;br /&gt;Chris is about the same, but has some time on his hands and will post fics&lt;br /&gt;and me ill try to be on here as often as i can, just a bit hard ATM.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;every1 watch this vid!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35nzKzC1HwA&quot;&gt;bam is hawttttt&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2009 22:11:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>today i&apos;ve lost an idol, but gained a sudden respect for him</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;OK so the OTP of Bam and Ry has suddenly become true, and kinda the cuteness of the whole thing has gone out of it with me, but I&apos;ve kinda gained a sorta respect for them, i think its really like sweet that they made out, but i pity Missy quite a bit, i guess the whole drunken thing would explain a lot, i gotta admit ive done things like that when i was drunk but i dnt know. if it really is true chawww and took you long enough but if its not thank god! coz i actually like them not being a couple.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love Chris &amp;amp; Ryan</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 07:07:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Australia Day</title>
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  <description>happy australia day guys! &lt;br /&gt;were trying a new system here at and love said no, were trying to get posts into like tag groups, so if you go to tabs you cant jus pick the kinda thing you wanna read.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love u all, missy&lt;br /&gt;xoxox</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2009 22:15:42 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/c4r_m4s/pic/0000d6wc/&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;bam is cute&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;179&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/c4r_m4s/pic/0000byda/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;evile&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;179&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/c4r_m4s/pic/0000c90r/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;strreeeet&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;240&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/c4r_m4s/pic/0000d6wc/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/c4r_m4s/pic/0000e7p5/&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;bammyboo&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;212&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/c4r_m4s/pic/0000e7p5/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2009 10:00:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Top Ten!</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;tonight on worst songs ever!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. no 1- alica keys&lt;br /&gt;9. mess around- alvin and the fucking chipmunks!!1&lt;br /&gt;8.kiss kiss- chris brown&lt;br /&gt;7. low-flo rida&lt;br /&gt;6.the girls - calvin harris&lt;br /&gt;5. better than me-hinder&lt;br /&gt;4. when doves cry- prince&lt;br /&gt;3. dont matter- akon&lt;br /&gt;2. rockstar- nicklebak&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: large&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #00ff00&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: large&quot;&gt;&lt;span&gt;1. lips of an angel- hinder&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2009 02:33:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>17 forever...</title>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 0, 255); &quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small; &quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;these are lyrics from a song i only just heard ITS AWSUM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Metro station- seventeen forever&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 0, 255); &quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: small; &quot;&gt;You are young and so am I.&lt;br /&gt;And this is wrong, but who am I to judge&lt;br /&gt;You feel like heaven when we touch&lt;br /&gt;I guess for me this is enough&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re one mistake from being together&lt;br /&gt;But let&apos;s not ask why it&apos;s not right&lt;br /&gt;You won&apos;t be seventeen forever&lt;br /&gt;And we can get away with this tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are young and I am scared&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re wise beyond your years, but I don&apos;t care&lt;br /&gt;And I can feel your heartbeat&lt;br /&gt;You know exactly where to take me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re one mistake from being together&lt;br /&gt;But let&apos;s not ask why it&apos;s not right&lt;br /&gt;You won&apos;t be seventeen forever&lt;br /&gt;And we can get away with this tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ooh ooh ooh ooh&lt;br /&gt;ooh ooh ooh ooh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will you remember me&lt;br /&gt;You ask me as I leave&lt;br /&gt;Remember what I said&lt;br /&gt;Oh how could I, oh how could I forget&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re one mistake from being together&lt;br /&gt;But let&apos;s not ask why it&apos;s not right&lt;br /&gt;You won&apos;t be seventeen forever&lt;br /&gt;And we can get away with this tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re one mistake from being together&lt;br /&gt;But let&apos;s not ask why it&apos;s not right&lt;br /&gt;You won&apos;t be seventeen forever&lt;br /&gt;And we can get away with this tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One mistake from being together&lt;br /&gt;But let&apos;s not ask why it&apos;s not right&lt;br /&gt;You won&apos;t be seventeen forever&lt;br /&gt;And we can get away with this tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ooh ooh, ooh ooh&lt;br /&gt;ooh ooh, ooh ooh&lt;br /&gt;ooh ooh, ooh ooh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>seventeen forever- metro station</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jan 2009 03:40:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Real Quick Drabble</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;He&amp;rsquo;s at that stupid night club again, why didn&amp;rsquo;t he just not go? What is with that man and the need to party? God, I hate this, why do I always feel so jealous? Wait why am I jealous? Not like he&amp;rsquo;s mine or nothing. Anyway im not his damn wife, Missy is, she should be looking for him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Dunn rolled over and looked his alarm clock, &lt;i&gt;2:00 god he&amp;rsquo;s normally back by now. &lt;/i&gt;With that Dunn got to his feet and pulled on the jeans lying next to him on the floor. He paced back and forth between the door of his room and the bed. &lt;i&gt;Maybe I should go get him, I mean he has got a signing tomorrow; he&amp;rsquo;ll thank me for it tomorrow even if he gets mad now.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Dunn was really caught, does he go or does he stay and wait for him to come home. &lt;i&gt;I have to go, I cant let him get into anymore trouble. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Ryan grabbed his keys off the bedside table and headed down the stairs into the main room of the Margera house, walking quickly towards the stairs that would take him down to the pirate bar he was startled by a loud groan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Random, shut the fuck up, I have a signing tomorrow&amp;rdquo; bam said raising his head from the couch. A sigh or relief fell from Dunn&amp;rsquo;s lips, at least Bam was home. Throwing his keys onto the pool table as he headed back upstairs, Ryan was called back to Bam&amp;rsquo;s side.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Where were you going ry?&amp;rdquo; bam asked through lidded eyes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;To get you from the club, there was no way I was gonna let you drive home&amp;rdquo; Dunn said smiling at his friend&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Why?&amp;rdquo; bam asked raising one eyebrow as best he could&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Cause I love you, don&amp;rsquo;t want you getting killed, id have nowhere to live.&amp;rdquo; Ryan said with a chuckle. He rubbed his friends arm and face and headed towards the stair again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;RYAN...&amp;rdquo; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yeah?&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;I love you too.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;For the first time in awhile Ryan went to sleep with the biggest smile on his face.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jan 2009 03:39:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A quick story</title>
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  <description>Title: Hurt&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 445 words&lt;br /&gt;Aurthor: Chris&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: There isnt really one, but kinda a really cute Bam/Ryan friendship.&lt;br /&gt;Part: 2/?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;The next morning the boys had awoken still on top of the car, Ryan was first to wake by the sun kissing his face and making it hot. He gently woke his friend, his face still red and eyes blood shot. &amp;ldquo;You look like hell&amp;rdquo; Ryan said brushing Bam&amp;rsquo;s hair of his face. &amp;ldquo;Whatever&amp;rdquo; bam said shacking his hair back where is was. The two boys hopped back into his car. &amp;ldquo;Bam, what you wanna do to day?&amp;rdquo; Ryan asked trying to sound up, and not wanting to bring back any memories of yesterday. &amp;ldquo;Well, we have to find a hotel for the next week.&amp;rdquo; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;What, why??&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Because ive given missy a week to get everything of hers out of my house.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Ryan wasn&amp;rsquo;t sure if this was the best idea of Bam&amp;rsquo;s but he wasn&amp;rsquo;t gonna argue, he knew Bam needed him to be on his side. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;The boys drove back into the main city of West Chester, pulling up at Rex&amp;rsquo;s the two boys climbed out of the car and headed into the bar. The boys saw there friends at the bar, already drinking, as usual. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Ryan can we just go, please Ryan please&amp;rdquo; Bam begged, giving Ryan his best puppy eyes and pout. Ryan looking into Bam&amp;rsquo;s big blue eyes, they seemed bigger than normal and far bluer. Ryan couldn&amp;rsquo;t bear to see him like this, so he grabbed his arm and led him back towards the door.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;BAM, RYAN&amp;rdquo; the voice rang out across the crowded bar. Knoxville must have spotted them; Ryan didn&amp;rsquo;t know what to do and look at bam who just hung his head faked a smile and turned to Knoxville.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Hey Johnny, how ya doing?&amp;rdquo; bam said shaking his friends hand&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yeah good, good, where did you two go last night?&amp;rdquo; Johnny asked handing the two men beers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Wanted to drive my lambo, missed the thing.&amp;rdquo; Bam said with a laugh.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;What about you guys, where did you stay after you dropped us off&amp;rdquo; bam asked hoping he hadn&amp;rsquo;t stayed there and read the note and then they would know he didn&amp;rsquo;t go home. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;We went to that motor inn Steve-o hates so much&amp;rdquo; he said laughing out loud. Bam laughed to, mainly to cover the relief he felt. The 3 men sat drank and talked the rest of the day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Well kids I gotta get goin&amp;rdquo; Johnny said rising to his feet, &amp;ldquo;flight to catch&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Awwww Johnny already, stay in town&amp;rdquo; bam said, looking genuinely upset, not a look Ryan often saw in his friend, maybe only twice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yeah john, stay, we can go out tonight?&amp;rdquo; Ryan said chiming up for the first time in awhile.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Nah guys, I really gotta go, I miss maddy.&amp;rdquo; With that Johnny stood up, shook their hands and left Rex&amp;rsquo;s. The two boys sat for a few hours more, downing more beers, speaking more rubbish and more and more uncontrollable laughter about nothing at all. They haven&amp;rsquo;t done this for awhile, not since jackass 1, normally Bam would have to be home by 11:00pm so they could go to bed together &amp;lsquo;like a real couple&amp;rsquo; she used to say, but not any more, for this he was glad.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Freedom&amp;rdquo; Bam slurred.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;What? Freedom?&amp;rdquo; Ryan asked. Bam raised his beer in order to toast but ended up spilling most of his beer all over him and Ry. The two boys ended up laughing so hard they tipped off their stools. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;HA, HA, HA, I think we should leave Bammie&amp;rdquo; Ryan said picking himself up. Bam stretched his hand out to be helped up but ended up just being picked up and carried out of the bar. Obviously bam was quite a bit drunker than he thought.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Ryan shoved him into the passengers seat of the Lamborghini, slurring something about keys or car, Ryan rummaged through Bam&amp;rsquo;s pockets to find the keys.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Bam, Keys?&amp;rdquo; Ryan asked pulling his hand out of Bam&amp;rsquo;s front pockets.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Bam looped his right arm around Ryan&amp;rsquo;s neck, pulling him close, raising his head so their lips were almost touching. Ryan breathed out, ragged and caught in his throat. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Back pocket&amp;rdquo; Bam said, with the cheekiest smile Ryan had ever seen. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Ryan slid his hands down Bam&amp;rsquo;s back towards his back pockets. Bam lifted his body up off the car seat, their chest were pressed hard together, Ryan&amp;rsquo;s heart was pounding Bam could feel it in his own chest.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Settle down Ry&amp;rdquo; bam said in almost a whisper. It took all his will not to tear off his clothes and fuck him right there in the parking lot, no matter how much Ryan wanted to, no matter how much Ryan needed to, he knew he wasn&amp;rsquo;t going to take advantage of the depressed drunk Bam.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:33:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>TeAmWoRk</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;i worked out that the team really needs to do some organizing, seeing that we really have no idea what the rest of us are writing about until it is actually posted so i think we really need a system or at least set pairings or parts to write on/about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so missy because i know you mainly write about life, you gonna be in charge of the new section &amp;quot;a show about nothing&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;ryan you can have the challenge section and look after the song_drabble community.&lt;br /&gt;and me well ill stick to what i know and write FanFics&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chris :)</description>
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  <lj:music>lovelockdown</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 10:08:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Today. Tomorrow. And forever</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Ok funny story about today! I was out with my friends and we were listening to a song I really love called heartbeat (the one Chris has been writing drabbles about) anyway as we listened to it we thought 2 things,&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ol type=&quot;1&quot; style=&quot;margin-top: 0cm&quot;&gt;&lt;li&gt;It has to be about a gay couple and one guy is talking about his ex girlfriend who broke his heart and now he&amp;rsquo;s with his best friend&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt 18pt&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt 18pt&quot;&gt;And&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt 18pt&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ol type=&quot;1&quot; start=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;margin-top: 0cm&quot;&gt;&lt;li&gt;We suddenly saw the perfect couple, 2 of our friends and me, Im the ex girlfriend. I feel special.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;As we listened it all came together and turned out being really sweet, until, unfortunately the song changed to addicted which the opening lines are, &amp;ldquo;im so addicted to all the things you do when you roll around with me in between the sheets, all the sounds you make with every breath you take.&amp;rdquo; Anyway in my friend&amp;rsquo;s minds they were AAHHHHH god no!!! But in mine was a sickly sweet fan fiction. Hehehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xoxo Missy&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 00:08:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A quick Story</title>
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  <description>Title: Hurt&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 445 words&lt;br /&gt;Aurthor: Chris&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: There isnt really one, but kinda a really cute Bam/Ryan friendship.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Laughing as they walked through the door, saying things recalled from the last month with the jackass guys, Ryan and Bam were finally home and for the first time bam actually wanted to see Missy. Dumping his bags on Ryan, Bam ran upstairs to his room; excited like a kid on Christmas morning he opened the door expecting to see his wife reading in bed, or maybe even asleep already, but that wasn&amp;rsquo;t the sight he was confronted with, instead right there he felt like he&amp;rsquo;s had his heart ripped out, cut up and stepped on. Yeah she was asleep, but not alone. Bam left the room quietly and went back down stairs, grabbing a pen and a scrap of paper he wrote a note, the best he can with his hand shacking, and left it on the kitchen counter. He didn&amp;rsquo;t even say a word to his friends who have now congregated in the hall way, grabbing Ryan&amp;rsquo;s hand and leading him out side to the lambo.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Bam, where are we going?&amp;rdquo; Ryan asked getting into the seat of the car.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;A drive, I need to think, and I need my best friend.&amp;rdquo; Bam said not taking his eyes off the distant point in front of him. The two boys sat in silence for what seemed like forever. Bam turned and drove up a really old looking path, wasn&amp;rsquo;t even a real road, just dirt. Ryan was a little worried about Bam state of mind as the path seemed to be climbing up a mountain or something. When the reached the top, it was the cliff that overviewed all of West Chester. Bam got out of the car and sat on the roof, Ryan joined him a moment later. The two boys just sat there, very reminiscent of the last hour. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;Isn&amp;rsquo;t it beautiful, up here, no one knows where we are, first time in awhile we&amp;rsquo;ve been alone.&amp;rdquo; Bam said, wiping a trickling tear from his face on the back of his fingerless gloves. &amp;ldquo;Bammie?&amp;rdquo; Ryan said putting hi arm around his friend. Bam lowered his head and sighed. The two lay back on the car to look at the stars that had started to appear in the sky.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;She cheated on me.&amp;rdquo; That&amp;rsquo;s all bam said. Ryan rapped both arms around his friend and he broke into tears. Ryan has seen bam cry before but never this hard, not even as kids when he broke his legs in 3 places. His whole body shaking with each breath Bam let everything pour out there in Ryan&amp;rsquo;s strong grip. The two boys stayed there all night eventually falling asleep on top of the car.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2009 22:51:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>song drabble</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;SONG DRABBLE&lt;br /&gt;Ryan/Bam&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Heartbeat by scouting for girls&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt; color: black&quot;&gt;Am I alone in your heart? &lt;br /&gt;Have I hope with your heart? &lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s such a teaser, she&apos;s such a star.&lt;br /&gt;Give me a reason or gimme a chance.&lt;br /&gt;Am I alone in your heart, or am I alone... &lt;br /&gt;It tears me apart.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt; color: black&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;What you mean your gonna marry her?&amp;rdquo; Ryan screamed as bam walked down the stairs, lucky for them the house was empty and the crew was away for the day, so they could fight it out like they use to.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt; color: black&quot;&gt;&amp;ldquo;HOW CAN I NOT??&amp;rdquo; bam screamed back from the bottom of the stairs. &amp;ldquo;She&amp;rsquo;s already said yes I can&amp;rsquo;t back out ill seem like a jerk, ry&amp;rdquo; bam said racking up the pool table. &amp;ldquo;What ever bam&amp;rdquo; Ryan said walking out the door shacking his head. &amp;ldquo;FINE&amp;rdquo; bam screamed after him, slamming the pool cue to the ground.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt; color: black&quot;&gt;Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.&lt;br /&gt;Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.&lt;br /&gt;Always up for a laugh, she&apos;s a pain in the ass&lt;br /&gt;every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;For the rest of the day Ryan stayed out of Bam&amp;rsquo;s way, but all Bam wanted to do was talk to his best friend, wounder why he was as mad as he was at him marrying Missy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Walking upstairs to go to the bathroom he passed Ryan in the hall, and that&amp;rsquo;s when it happened, he doesn&amp;rsquo;t know if it was out of fear but for the first time Bam could feel his heart skip a beat as Ry brushed passed him. &amp;ldquo;Bammie, where are you baby?&amp;rdquo; missy called, Bam just groaned.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt; color: black&quot;&gt;Give me an evening, or give me a night.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll show you the time, of your life.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll walk you home safe, from the dark.&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll give you my jacket; I&apos;ll give you my heart.&lt;br /&gt;But she won&apos;t come dancing tonight; she&amp;rsquo;s having the time of her life.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Bam decided to smooth the tension between him and Ryan by taking him to Rex&amp;rsquo;s that night for a beer. Ry really wasn&amp;rsquo;t up for it, but went anyway, never one to turn down a free beer. When they arrived they sat at the bar, after receiving his free beer and downing half in one bam finally questions him, &amp;ldquo;what was wrong with you this morning?&amp;rdquo; Ryan said nothing, and just continued to drink. &amp;ldquo;You know you&amp;rsquo;ll never lose me as a friend Ry, no matter what happens you have a spot in my heart.&amp;rdquo;&amp;nbsp;Ry smiled into his beer, and took another sip.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt; color: black&quot;&gt;Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.&lt;br /&gt;Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.&lt;br /&gt;Always up for a laugh, she&apos;s a pain in the ass&lt;br /&gt;every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 11pt&quot;&gt;Stumbling, slipping keys, dropping the keys, slurred words, sloppy kisses, doors slamming, bodies pressing, clothes falling, zippers unzipped, stumbling, pushing, messy kisses, tripping &amp;ldquo;Ow&amp;rdquo; said bam face down on the floor, pants around his feet and keys still in hand. The two friends burst out laughing, this was most probably the stupidest thing the two of them have done, and even though Ryan knew he could never be more at least he knew that bam and him were gonna be fine. And he really did love him but not in that way, and ry was fine with that.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>heartbeat</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2009 07:13:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>so long</title>
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  <description>TITLE: so long&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Bam/Ry&lt;br /&gt;Lenght: 128 words&lt;br /&gt;Note: yet another drabble i might expand, really cute onei think. once again written because of missy, and her damn song, BAM POV&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What am I doing here, with him, again, im married, &lt;b&gt;FUCK&lt;/b&gt;, missy, im screwed, but he, he is so perfect, and his skin so soft, kisses so tender and true, and hell I feel a spark when he kisses me, nothing like that with missy. Ryan always said &lt;i&gt;&amp;lsquo;don&amp;rsquo;t just marry her for the show, tell MTV you&amp;rsquo;ve changed your mind, and trust me&amp;rsquo;&lt;/i&gt; I convinced myself I did love her, but now this. I knew we shouldn&amp;rsquo;t have shared a room tonight; I already wanted him to much. Stupid close proximity of the car, don&amp;rsquo;t help that there&amp;rsquo;s not even a back seat to send him into, and his legs been resting on mine all day. This feels to good, I have to be dreaming. What took so long?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>heartbreak</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2009 07:01:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A cute little thing.</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;this is a really really really short drabble (so to speak) writen by me (chris) but Inspired by missy and that song she love, Heartbeat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Title: One Great Nigh&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Bam/Ryan&lt;br /&gt;Length: 102 words&lt;br /&gt;Notes: this is a taster of somthing im thinking of writing. Ryans POV&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;As the loud crash echoed through the house we all waited on the ever looming profanity.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;ldquo;OW FUCK&amp;rdquo;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;There it was, I couldn&amp;rsquo;t help but laugh a bit, not at your pain, but at the fact no matter how often ape tells you not to do something and you&amp;rsquo;ll go ahead and do it anyway, like the ass bead kite from jackass, or that damned rug you and I rolled on. I know I should help you up, but I won&amp;rsquo;t, because I know one touch of your skin on mine will send all those memories flooding back. That. One. Great. Night.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>heartbreak, and missy talking crap</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jan 2009 09:41:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>MISSY IS BACK!!!</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: #800080&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: medium&quot;&gt;MISSSSSSYYYYYYYYY ISSSSSS&amp;nbsp;BACCCCKKKK&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just got back from the island! yes my family lives on an island. lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4 hours from the mainland&amp;nbsp; blahhhh&amp;nbsp;lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;missed livejournal and jackassworld.com&amp;nbsp; couldnt watch the webcam! but made up for it when i got home! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but it was a really good trip!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;missed my&amp;nbsp; livejournal friends!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love&amp;nbsp; you MISSY xox&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s chris dnt tell ppl i have a new man!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jan 2009 03:26:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>UPDATE</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;hey guys &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just saw that no one posted since new years so i just thought id let u guys know what has happend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan is still in perth and wont be back.&lt;br /&gt;Missy is heading off with her friends on wednesday and has been really busy with that new guy of hers&lt;br /&gt;and me well im a lazy fuck LOL, i dnt normally post normal stuff im a fanfic writer but seeing that no ones posting i thought&amp;nbsp; i be normal for once&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway a quick plug &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.jackassworld.com&quot;&gt;www.jackassworld.com&lt;/a&gt; has set up a webcam in the office the link is www.jackassworld.com/pages/office-cam&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;go on take a look&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chris</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 00:08:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Happy Crappy New Year</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;morning guys!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;have a good year all, i feel its gonna be a good one (mainly because im graduating this year) but it also feels like a lot of good will come out of this year. the team at And Love Said No just want to wish everyone An AWSOME NEW YEAR!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;most of the team is away just leaving me (missy) and Chris to write for the next few weeks (untill we go away and the page comes to a halt)&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:) have a happy day! :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOVE&amp;nbsp;U&lt;br /&gt;missy&lt;br /&gt;xox</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 07:08:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>and then there were 3</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;ok so weve lost a team member and are now down to 3 writers which means less posts, sorry guys.&lt;br /&gt;unless we can get a new fanfic writer there will be no more fan fics.&lt;br /&gt;here is the message missy got from our former fanfic writer Steven.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;hey missy&lt;br /&gt;i cant write for u guys anymore, im just to swamped! u know work and all. i know u guys will get on fine without me. the 3 of u are great writers and the readers are only reading for what the 3 of u out up, i know ull get on fine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love Smax :)&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so there u have it steven is out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:44:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>a christmas story. one shot.</title>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;author/s: missy and Ryan (a bit)&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Bam/Ryan&lt;br /&gt;takes place on christmas day at the Margera house hold. before he married missy.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Phil and Don Vito lay half dead on the coach, Jess and his wife, home for the first christmas in years, sit watching a random Romantic comedy on tv, &amp;nbsp;Ape in the kitchen already half started on the dishes and me lying upside down on an arm chair texting novak, it seemed to be a pretty average christmas day. i jump as Vito lets out an almighty snore, laughing out loud i flip off the coach backwards to see what mom was up to. &amp;quot;hey ape need a hand?&amp;quot; i say picking up a dish rag off the counter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;whats wrong Bam, you never help... are you feeling ok?&amp;quot; she says holding out her hand to feel my head.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;yeah Mom, im fine.&amp;quot; i say as i pick up a dish and drying it. i guess everyone knew why i was acting a bit odd today, it was the first christmas without my best friend, Today marked one year since id seen him and it drove me insane. ever since we were small Ry and i were always together on christmas day, and there were things we did EVERY year that we wouldnt include anyone else in. Traditions i guess you could say. such as setting up a camping chair on the roof of my house and would sit and drink till the sun came up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i finished drying a few dishes and then pulled a fake yawn. thinking about Ry just made me sad, and i needed to clear my head. &amp;quot;i think im gonna go to bed, night mom&amp;quot; i say kissing her on the cheek and walk out into the lounge room toward the stairs saying goodnight to my big brother and his wife. i would have said goodnight to Dad and Vito but they wouldnt remember tomorrow, in fact i dont think they would even had heard me. i climb the stairs to my room but pull a right the the window we used to climb out. i stare out at the night, the beautiful dark night, the stars so bright in the sky. it made me sad to think about where i was this time last year, out on said roof throwing bottle rockets at Don Vito&apos;s car, with Ryan. &lt;em&gt;god i miss you buddy. &lt;/em&gt;i gave into temptation and clamber out onto the roof.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i lay back against the cold slate roof, the night air was cold on my arms and face. i look at the stars and wonder what my best mate looked like after one whole year. &amp;quot;so ry, hows life in LA?&amp;quot; i say to myself out loud, thinking maybe somehow he&apos;d hear me. &amp;quot;wonder if your looking at the stars too. do you miss me buddy? i miss you. ive always missed you. i never got to say this, mainly coz i didnt know how but i love you Random, i always have, Why&apos;d you leave Ry? you could have just stayed. West Chester is a good place, you could have just moved in with me, nothing there is any different to here, and im here. i fuckn loved you!&amp;quot; by this point i had gotten quite worked up and felt a tear fall from my eye. i sit up and wipe it away on my fingerless gloves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hear someone coming up the stairs, wiping away any trace of my emotions. i sit and look out at the woods behind our house pretending not to be emotionally drained. &amp;quot;Brandon, sweety there&apos;s someone here to see you&amp;quot; Ape said leaning out the window. &amp;quot;come off the roof and see, its cold son.&amp;quot; she said and left me to climb back in, &lt;em&gt;brandon? since when does she call me brandon?&lt;/em&gt;. i sit awhile longer before climbing back through the window. the harsh warmth of the house hurt on my skin as i headed downstairs to see my mysterious visitor.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Since when am i Brandon Mom, last time i checked everyone called me bam&amp;quot; i said as i descended the stairs &amp;quot;And who the hell comes at 11:15 at night on christmas....&amp;quot; with that i was cut off by a flying tackle from behind &amp;quot;WHAT&amp;nbsp;THE&amp;nbsp;FUCK!&amp;quot; i scream as my head hit the floor hard. &amp;quot;HELLO&amp;nbsp;BUDDY&amp;quot; said the man who was pinning me to the ground. the voice sounded familiar, but i couldnt put my finger on it. &amp;quot;DID&amp;nbsp;YA&amp;nbsp;MISS ME?&amp;quot; he screamed in my ear. leaning down so my eyes met his i finally knew who it was. &amp;quot;RYAN&amp;nbsp;FUCKEN&amp;nbsp;DUNN&amp;quot; i screamed rolling over and hugging him so hard that i think i may have broken his spine. when i finally let go we stood and Ry greeted the rest of the still conscious family. i just kept looking at him and grinning. jess caught my eye and smiled. he was glad to see me smile, i guess everyone was.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;up stairs&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;to our spot&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;get the beer?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;get the chairs!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with the few spoken words we gathered the things and met on the roof. i pulled on my coat as i headed out onto the roof. Ry was already in his chair waiting to have a beer and tell me all about the last year of his life, and i was ready to hear it. i climb out on the roof and sit in the chair next to him, handing him one of the two beers id brought out we opened them in unison and took a sip. looking out into the night it felt so good to see him and almost felt like he had never left. &amp;quot;get me a present?&amp;quot; i said jokingly. Ry just looked at me for a moment, lowering my beer from my lips i just stared back at him. i didnt know what to do, the moonlight danced in his eyes. after what felt like an eternity he spoke, words i thought he&apos;d never say, &amp;quot;i love you too&amp;quot; he said as he leaned across and kissed me on the lips.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;suddenly this was gonna be the best christmas ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 23 Dec 2008 23:39:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Christmas Eve</title>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 0, 255); &quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;hey guys!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 0, 255); &quot;&gt;its chrissy eve today and that means tomorrow is christmas, we just want to say merry christmas from all the writers on this blog, if u haven&apos;t picked up yet there is 4 different writers for and love said no, Chris, Ryan, Missy and Steve.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 255, 0); &quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;hey guys merry christmas and happy new year, thanx for reading our blog this year and we hope for a good year next year. Lv Missy&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 204, 0); &quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;party hard kids. chris&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(255, 0, 0); &quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;steve says drink. steve says drink more, steve says pass out and forget christmas day! frm Steve&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0); &quot;&gt;and finally form me Ryan, Have a great year!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;LOVE&amp;nbsp;FROM&amp;nbsp;RY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br type=&quot;_moz&quot; /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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